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Crimeyou went for occupying my heartCrime by SimpleSilkSky
to living in a small corner of my mind
it's taken time
but i've weaned off of you
it's felt like a crime
but i've slowly forgotten you
now you've crawled out into the light
back onto center stage
so I allowed myself tonight
to pretend I don't believe
a word they said
and imagine a world
where it was just you me again
no wasted time
If We Only Lived At Nightwell honey if we only lived at nightIf We Only Lived At Night by SimpleSilkSky
could love survive the light?
though the difference isn't apparent
when it shifts from Sun to Moon
darkness lives among us
the blackness of a tomb
when the best warning sigh is knowing nothing's wrong
soon you're choking
from the smoke
of our fire burning on
trying to make it right
trying to have a life
when we only live at night
With No Pictures Of Youwith no pictures of youWith No Pictures Of You by SimpleSilkSky
my heart's on a downfall
because I can't see
the one I love most of all
when I forget how you look
all my pictures are blank pages
slowy fading from the mind
I look carefully
but no photos of your hand in mine
it's just unacountable time
with no pictures of you
All The Heartscan I think you away?All The Hearts by SimpleSilkSky
can I drain you from my heart?
breaking everything you stood for
I don't want you here anymore
what were you doing?
what have you done?
I'm just to tired to care
to think about this new cross I must bear
You took me with your charm
you took me with brilliant eyes
brought me up so wrong
and now I can only sing one hateful song
so I wail it at you
yes I wail
but you can't hear
wail until I choke
until you know about all the heart's you've broke
For You, HunA is for Alex who doesn't suspect,For You, Hun by creepysmoker2plz
B is for BVB, who you don't know yet,
C is for Chinese, which you look in your shots,
D is for dumbass, because you're not hot,
E is for excitement, because you are lame,
F is for Ferguson, because you're all the same,
G is for giggly, because you're a girl,
H is for hatred, you killed all my squirrels,
I is for illness, because you're insane,
J is for jalopy, because I'M insane,
K is for KitKat, you don't deserve her,
L is for loser, we don't think you're a sir,
M is for murder, we won't sink to that level,
N is for nude, because you're not a rebel,
O is for odd, or the pictures you steal,
P is for people, who think you are real,
Q is for questions that nobody asks,
R is for real, you can't handle that task,
S is for Shut Up!, we all know you're fake,
T is for trauma, your legs we will break,
U is universe, they'll judge you one day,
V is for vulgar, every word that you say,
W is for Wumbology, go learn it in school,
X is for X-BVB-Raven-LOL-X, don't
Unreachable NirvanaI wanna hold you in my arms,Unreachable Nirvana by Billm2n
I wanna take away all of the pain you feel,
I want to take your breath away my love,
You're the one girl I want but I know could never have,
Everyday I look in the mirror and I shed a tear,
Because I am living through my biggest fear,
Wanting something so bad and never achieving it,
I bust my ass everyday to keep from going insane,
My soul can't keep taking this beating,
I have to move on and forget about the one true love of my life,
Live with the regret of never being able to hold my one and only,
Live with a fucking broken heart and a feeling of emptiness,
Who am I kidding? You deserve much better than I could ever give you,
I'm just a fucking idiot for ever thinking I could have you,
Have a nice life and I hope you find that one to complete you,
Sadly I should just take the time to see,
That never will that person ever be me.
Promise?Promise me you won't leave mePromise? by Pefectly-Imperfect
Standing on the street
All alone with no hope
Promise me that no matter what happens
I will always be your baby girl
When all else fails
Promise me that you will always hug me
When ever I feel down
Hug me back tighter each second
Promise me that you will kiss me
When ever I feel stressed
And make the stress fade away
Promise me that you won't run
When ever I have a meltdown
That you will stay and fix me
Promise me that you will smile
Whenever I feel sad
Smile that smile that's just for me
Promise just promise me
That you will love me
A Kiss of StardustOnce upon a windblown nightA Kiss of Stardust by TinyFurrTails
The stars above they shined so bright
They glistened and sparkled so far up in the sky
If only I could have one,
If only they weren't so high.
So I picked up a stool and set it on the ledge
I hope they don't catch me I should be in bed.
Well I reached up one hand and reached to the stars
My hand almost brushed one, but they were too far.
So I added a ladder and tried for one again
But this time I fell so what happens then?
Well I tumbled and tumbled and fell towards the sun
This nightly adventure wasn't ending so fun
Eventually I landed in a field of black dust.
Oh look now I'm dirty, I sat and I fussed.
I looked around at the murky night sky.
This isn't a star, oh dear, where am I?
I sat myself up and I wandered around,
Am I sitting up? Or on Earth is this upside down?
Hesitantly peering my head on the edge,
I thought to myself, is this a star? Maybe it's dead.
The sad little stars all alone in the sky,
Had not a glimmer, not a twinkle, just a cry.
Remember Me?Remember me?Remember Me? by Pefectly-Imperfect
The girl of your dreams?
Yeah, well I guess you meant only until you found another dream
The one you never broke a promise to?
Well I guess that was only until you found another girl to make promises to
The one you bragged about to all your friends?
I guess it was just until you found a new trophy to show off
The one and only true love?
Yeah, well you probably meant just until some beautiful girl showed up
The girl who loved you the most?
You probably didn't notice with all the girls you'd been texting
Well now that you're alone
You all of a sudden remember me
Well remember me
As the girl who loved you when no one else did
And you were to busy running around with other girls
As the best you once had
And won't have anymore
As the girl who's happy with someone else now
And you can't win me back
As the girl you can't stop staring at
The girl who once stared at you the same way
MunchausenDelightfully agonizing screams that ring and echo so wretchedlyMunchausen by LyfesJoker
Crimson red dripping and sliding from the flesh
Yet, the only thing seen is questions and anxiety being flushed
and the only thing heard is the release of transgressions.
The smile and tears that shed were confusingly genuine
as there was a feeling of content masked over an extant of pain.
What do I earn from my own punishment?
Momentary peace? A harmful outlet? or is it Attention?
More importantly, Do I want more?