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Dearly DepartedLooks like we're at an endDearly Departed by lildaynga
Though we've barely even started
With all the changes in your life,
You don't want me to have a part in
In your hands, you hold my love
That, I gave to you, wholehearted
Now you give me back my heart
And now, we're Dearly Departed.
Would you?The thing about the truthWould you? by lildaynga
is that everyone thinks
they can handle it
they think they can
face the girl without the masks
they think they can handle
the me without the facades
The truth is
you really can't handle the truth
you can't face this reality
you can't stand up to this revelation
You don't really want to know
you don't really want to see
you don't really want to hear
what and who I am
The stronger the feelings
the more carefree the mask
The deeper the connections
the more apathetic the facade
You hurt me..I smile
You insult me..I beam brightly
You wound me deeply..I hug you
You don't understand the power
the control nor the intensity of your words
You don't realize the effects
of your spoken and unspoken thoughts
I don't want you to understand
to know what kind of ability
your words have over me
they build me up...brake me down
they help me...hurt me
they give me courage...make me afraid
they make me feel loved...make me feel hated
they lift me up...make me i
The Truth I Have WithheldYou see me now, standing here before you.The Truth I Have Withheld by Clarixx
But I'm curious, do you actually believe what you see?
This face that I'm smiling at you with is nothing more than a finely-crafted mask.
One of iron and steel, locked fast by a hidden key lost to the ages.
This body you see is only a delicate porcelain doll.
A glass puppet I have created, with my true self as the puppeteer.
This voice you hear speaking to you is simply the prerecorded sounds of a bird.
One that is trapped, and sings in hope of a freedom it can never attain,
This soul, this being, that you believe me to be is just an illusion.
It is a crystalline shield that I watch the world from behind.
You may call me a coward for hiding from the truth.
You may call me wise for keeping myself secure in a dangerous world.
I can assure you however, that the things I have said with my fake self, have all been sincere.
For though I watch and control from safe distance, I mean everything.
All I have said.
All I have done.
I mean it all. And I hav
Kaiju HaikuSun harnessed For WarKaiju Haiku by eshutales
Win peace wielding biggest sword
Man disturbs Ancient
Seals Broken; Nature Poisoned
Vengeance stirs In Sea
Fishing ship sinks deep
Crew consumed by History
Silence Deep Water
Panic! Submarine is lost
War Room hushed breath held
Children play Spring Day
Scientist sits under trees
Worries for Future
Earth needs not Mankind
Nations heed no warnings made
Race To Doom always
Massive Sonar Ping
Floating destroyer destroyed
Water burns bright hot
Music rises Bay
Folly crests angry water
Scales Talons Teeth Rage
Giant claws crush warehouses
Sirens scream warning
Running people shout
High-Rise collapses, rumble
Procession of tanks
Mutant marches on
Metal melts, Good soldiers die
Panic - Flee In fear
Knife drops emergency news
Wife runs down hallway
City aflame, Pride cremates
Monster bellows deep
Scientist smokes, shakes and knows
Hubris has come home
Alluring passPromise after promises,Alluring pass by AKira1189
these are the terms I violate.
Little often, to much, again
they are loosing meaning fast.
But no, I do not lie to people,
by hiding behind honor mask,
person I deceiving is my self.
No changes I'll face and maintain,
when misery sets rules to betrayal.
So can I deal with the truth, accept it?
When future is very blurry place to make it.
Will I still be able to tame my feelings and needs,
or I will let them feed with my emptiness and fears?
So tell me.
How much more can I hold you in chains?
Wrapped by my dreams and hopes I stayed.
But I'm getting weaker again, it hurts.
Will I surrender, fall?
Loose everything I fight for?
Creating a mess from peace
abyss in me, will never be pleased.
KidKid:Kid by WordOfChen
I enter the classroom and look around
I sit at my desk and stare at the floor
Nobody here ever tries to talk to me
and I can't really talk to them
I usually wait for class to begin
But ten minutes can feel like an eternity
I wish I could pop in my earphones
But they cut them in half yesterday...
Sometimes I hear them talking about me
But the words are always the same
They say it so much that I start to believe;
That I'm really what they say I am
Ugly, fat, stupid, beast;
These are the lightest words that they use
I wonder why they have to do it to me
But I don't know what it's like to be normal
Lunchtime is usually not so bad
I try to keep to myself wherever I can
It didn't work so well today though
Because they noticed me sitting in the corner
The biggest one in the group decides to approach me
His words sound like he's speaking in tongues
My heart seizes up and I'm too scared to react
So he ends up pouring milk over my head
More Poems About LoveLove is such a confusing,More Poems About Love by ebony403
Wonderful crazy thing
We all accept what love brings
But how do you know
That its real
I'm so terrified
To love for the first time
In love and unsure...
Lost alone and insecure
Please don't leave and take my hand
And I hope I understand
No matter what it is I say or do
All I want is you
Am I to yound to understand?
The feelings that I demand
I don't know but I can feel it in my heart
I love you
Even though it hurts
I would go through worse
If you werent by my side
I can't hide whats inside
Is love a game? or is it serious?
Does he love me or am I deleriou?
It doesnt matter because when you smile
I feel happy for a while
It simply blows my mind
To be so in love for the first time
In love and sure
Yes, I'm very sure
Just let me hold you and I won't
Betray your trust ever I want you here
Whenever your near
its like we are made for eachother
In my heart there no room for another
This is all true
The only one I need is you
Have I lost myself in loving someone else?
Haiku's About LoveWaiting in his callHaiku's About Love by ebony403
Waiting... I am so nervous
ha what should I say?
His lips met my lips
This is my very first kiss
Happiness and Joy
I might not have you
But I do have memories
Yes, I am grateful
True love is power
Dont ever live without love
You will regret life
I am addicted
To the powerful drug... love
Anything for love
Why Say Those Words?Why say those words?Why Say Those Words? by ebony403
To stir my emotions?
Why uncover my feelings?
So now I am confused
Is it wrong
To want you?
Just when I start to...
Feel the way I do?
Would it be wrong to
No matter who you
Turn back the hands of time
Because I want you to be mine
So it won't hurt inside
To be attracted to you
So it won't pain me to say
I cannot have you
I can't believe I lost my
Chance to be by your side
Left with nothing but feeling I
Can no longer hide.
What should I do?
It all seemed heaven sent
You blessed me with your presence
But it will soon be a curse
As I suffer worse
You in the arms of another woman
Is so very painful
Loving you is forbidden
I shouldve kept it all hidden
Its so unjust...
the distance between us...
Why is it I always miss you
Whenever I want to kiss you
Its just not fair...