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Belief of True LoveI close my eyes and breath the airBelief of True Love by InLoveWithYaoi
A chilled light mist clings to my skin
and though I feel you in the wind
I sense your love in the sunset glare
I look out through the darkened sky
the stars now out their light quite strong
the night strikes up a cricket song
And with the first show of fire glow
a soft caress smooths down my arm
takes my hand and pulls me in
I glance up smiling when I see
the one I'd love for eternity
When things happen just like a dream
it's almost like it just could not be
the Fairy Tale ending we feel we need
for in true love to believe.
Crimson TideThe moon cries out to the seaCrimson Tide by InLoveWithYaoi
the waves roar out in reply
crashing against the jagged cliffside
and pulled up by the crimson tide
The water fans out as it nears the top
turning into misty spray
reaching for the moonlit sky
the constant battle of moon and sea
But the waves will churn by the laws they abide
the Moon, its Queen
the bringer of the Crimson Tide
Something More...You stole every one of my dreams and left me all on my own!Something More... by Invoking
But you can't take all this pain 'cause it's all that I've ever known!
If only I could've noticed that you were changing long before!
Maybe it's just me but I thought we were something more!
I thought you'd be the one that would actually fucking care!
And even though you said you'd be, you're still not even there!
I've always felt like I was living without a purpose!
Thanks for being the one to help confirm that I'm worthless!
Losing you is the worst pain that I could endure!
Please show some kind of mercy 'cause I can't take it anymore!
How many more times can you pick me up to let me fall?!
Do you feel no regret, can you feel nothing at all?!
Before you walk away for good and mark me off your list!
Let me give your story my own sick little twist!
Tell me if you can see the scars I bear upon my wrist!
I know that you don't care but we were something more than this!
What is the point now?
(I thought that I knew what
Beginning of SpringThe sun starts to shineBeginning of Spring by MyLoveForYouEternity
as the snow starts to melt
making everything slushy
and wet everywhere we are
The warmth is starting to come
as the spring rain starts to begin
beautiful scenery all around
as everything starts to grow
Little by little
the warmth gets there
as the snow starts to melt
with the sun shining down
It is starting to begin
as Spring is starting to come
and Winter will soon be over
Waking UpI wake up again in the middle of the nightWaking Up by Invoking
Cold sweat dripping I don't know if I'm alright
Cause it's the millionth time
That I've dreamt you were mine
But now I see
It's only me
With no one else
I'm by myself...
I can hear my heartbeat echo off these walls
As I wander aimlessly through these desolate halls
I keep thinking that I'm hearing your desperate call
But that's just me pretending trying so hard not to fall
I listen to the wind as it whispers by me
But the words that it speaks aren't registering
I listen to the rain as it pours to the ground
I'm looking for you but you're nowhere around
I really fucking hate being alone
Always looking like I've got somewhere to go
When the truth of it all is that I have no home
But I lie say I like being on my own
I'm stumbling down the side of an empty street
Struggling just to stand, to stay on my feet
I can't seem to forget you or this defeat
I can feel the world around me begin to sink
I'm looking at the horizon and a setting sun
ParalysisFear is a halting emotion.Paralysis by DesireeMoore
It more than anything paralyzes human action.
Not the fear of the external,
but a fear of the internal.
Fear of emotions or sanity versus insanity,
and the thin line that falls between reality and mania.
This fear causes you to choose the easy path.
The one that simply gets you by.
Substituting the emotions that penetrate your entire being,
for something that scratches the surface is like wearing a mask,
everyone can see that they are being tricked,
the only one being fooled is you.
Take the chances,
learn who you are,
and who others are.
Before they become insignificant.
Before you become insignificant.
What's Yours is MineWhat's Yours is MineWhat's Yours is Mine by Gandalfgirl579
Your eyes are beautiful
So I think I'll take them
You always know what to say
So I'll take your tongue, too
Your mind works well
So I'll make it my own
Your hands are remarkably soft
So I'm going to steal them away
And I love your heart
So I may as well cut it out
With all these parts of you
I'll keep you with me
Even after your death
Which is coming sooner than you think...
You can be happyWhen the world turns against youYou can be happy by xRedWritingHood
And the sky turns to grey
Tell all of them "Forget You!"
It will soon be okay
When your blood runs cold
And your heart shatters to pieces
Take my hand and grab hold
With me it all ceases
Smile at your demons
Laugh at them with glee
I shall make you a freeman
And grin as they all flee
Happiness looks so far away
And bleak has become your reality
Come with me for just one day
Together head toward the sea
Far off into the horizon we will go
To a place void of suffering
Past the ice and snow
An oasis good and prospering
That is a dream of course
A mirage in the distance
Blinding us from the worst
And leaving not one witness
As those we love around us
Fall to their early graves
It shows us what once was
Death rolls in like the ocean waves
I will not let you go
Will not let you fall into the darkness
If I cannot save you from the sorrow
I deserve no happiness
I have fallen into the depths of despair
And know there is no escape for me
It is a horror beyond com
Hate into loveI think I might be in loveHate into love by therealanonymous
The story starts with hate
Where you provoked me
In the end, turning to be bait
I don't understand myself
Insults spurring from you
Self-esteem plunging down
Yet I felt something true
You're a demented creature
Having gone through hell
Once opening your soul to me
Leaving me enchanted like a spell
That time was so precious
You told me your story
No longer talking like before
Yet imprinted into my memory
As your story ended
Mine was soon to unfold
I won't forget your help
Where you taught me control
Feelings forever fluctuating
Sudden warmth, a sudden cold
A kind heart reaching out to mine
A mean mouth ready to scold
I think I might be in love
The story starts with hate
Where I slowly fell for you
Lost, but I shall wait